I’ve decided that I am actually going to use my blog for blogging. Whaaat?! I know, weird, right? So you can expect some insights into my world from this portal. Some weird and wacky stories are sure to emerge. I’m going to let myself be vulnerable. Gasp! My secret hope is that you don’t read it, but at the same time, I want you to read it. I don’t want to be seen and heard, but I so badly would like to be seen and heard. Is this the paradox of a Cancer with Gemini rising? Is it because I never really felt ‘seen’ as a kid and when I was seen, it was often pointed out that I was weird or different? Can you relate? I don’t know. I have never really felt that drudging up the past is very helpful. Perhaps that was the old way to heal. The new way is about transmutation and instant transformation. This moment is happening now and that’s all there is. I’m choosing to blog in this moment. Blog. It’s not a very melodic word, but we can at least use it as a kick drum or fuzz bass. So let’s jam sometime.